a thousand cranes (oneshoot – fanfic)

Tilte: a thousand cranes

Author: Kireina Kouyou

Chapter: oneshoot – fanfic

Genre: romantic, fluff, angst

Staring: Ruki The GazettE

Pairing: Ruki x Keiko (OTP)

BackgroundMusic : The GazettE - Chizuru







Keiko's Mind

When I opened my eyes, I realized one thing. He'll never go back.

I wearing a wedding dress on the bed which spread my bed. My breath as though hunting is not stable heart beat. I decorate my face is pale. I put on brightly colored eyeshadow to my eyelids blackened second. I looked at her reflection of a girl who is now reflected in the mirror. A wiping of her make up doesn’t cover the gloom which seems implicit in her beautiful face.

I resisted the turmoil in my heart which choked. I clenched my fists and close my eyes for a moment. The scence in front of me turned into a black. Dark and ominous. I can’t see anything. But, I can feel your presence of the fragile hold my heart.

I opened my eyes to searched your shape who might still be on my side, quickly. But in fact, I couldn’t find you in my loneliness. My body was limp and fell. I felt sore in the knees but I felt hurt more of my heart. I shout your name is lost in my sobs tears. It was, I wanted to fall asleep and meet you.

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A quiet night. Keiko decided to call Ruki, her fiance who is now sliding towards her apartment. Keiko never knew Ruki would come. She typed a number on a cell phone that she was holding and pressing the call button to contact him.

"Moshi Moshi ..." Keiko greet someone who answered the phone from her. The man on the other side there seems smiling after knowing who to call him.

"Yes dear. I was heading there. "

"Hmmm, you know, I'd like to see ..."

"Of course I know if my fiance is always missed me every time."

The man plague his fiancé until Keiko is blushed and restrain a smile tugging in her cute lips . She bit her lower lip and reply to the plague of someone who is loved.

"Ruki, you’re so confidently.. I don’t miss you. I just wanted to see you. "

"Why do you always been shy to express your feelings? While I was still right beside you, right? When will I go, you ... "

"Ruki! I don’t like you talk so! "

Keiko snapped at the man who called Ruki with angry. What the hell was the purpose speech. As if he was going to leave Keiko. Keiko love him very much, so did the opposite. He didn’t want to hear jokes that strange anymore.

"I hate you!"

Keiko affirm her sentence which responded Ruki with laughter.

"Ya, I'm sorry. I'm just kidding dear ... "

Inside the park, a man long haired blonde out of the car. He was still holding a cell phone perched on his right ear and scratching his head confuse. He has made his fiance angry. But, the basic nature of plain instead he chuckled as he walked quickly toward the girl's apartment.

Now, he has been in front of a door that only watched skeptically. He still chuckled and ruffled his hair like a fool. Occasionally, he wanted to knock on the door, but the fear of being swept out the attack it.

"Keiko, I was already outside your apartment. Please go outside .. "

She bit his lip and waited for a response from someone. And the result, he didn’t get any response. The girl was immediately decided to call his phone and made him wait a long time out there. He didn’t know what she would open the door for him or not. What is clear, he’ll still wait for her for anything, he thought.

Klek. The door opened. Seems a beautiful girl standing in front with a bent face. She turned her face from a man who waiting her for this. The man chuckled again. He pinched her maiden's cheek annoyance and into his apartment without a chance to utter the girl. He took her soft hand into the room.

"Keiko, I’m sorry. I was joking earlier ... "

"Did you know? A statement is prayer, and can become something real! "

"Ya .. Sorry ..I'm not going to talk like that anymore. "

"Ruki, I love you ..."

Keiko off holding hands and staring at Ruki inside. Ruki just looked down and sank his face. He was holding something that he wanted to say. A sentence that might be very hard for him to say.

"Why did you silent? Wouldn’t you love me? "

Keiko was still staring at Ruki who shy away from his gaze now. Ruki just smiled and shook his head.

"What’s mean you shaking your head? You don’t love me, then?! "

“No..no.. I just want to clarify if there was something with my silent. Obviously I love you Keiko. Love you so much. "

Ruki's voice softened at the end of that sentence. He stared back into the clear eyes of the girl he loved this. He must forget about it for awhile. As long as he still gets a chance to be with his girl, he would spend it with his last happiness. Although in a short time.

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Keiko's POV

I awoke from my sleep. I saw that day had changed. I spent almost 24 hours to fall asleep. I picked a dress that still wear. I looked at him with blank stares and empty. I drew a short breath and trimmed up a slightly rumpled.

I walked slowly to my dresser. I looked back at a girl who still looked pale and dark. She was wearing a wedding dress which she didn’t understand why was wore herself.

A letter was lying on my dresser. When see it, without knowing these tears flowed and flowed incessantly flooded my cheeks. The letter seems was empty. Didn’t contain anything. Handwritten someone I knew taste is very difficult to read. But, I see that there are hidden inside in the sentence. A message from Ruki, my beloved.

I looked at the clock on the wall a deserted apartment. I saw that had entered the evening and suddenly I ran out after I wear my heels in a hurry.

I kept running in the middle of a deserted road. As I didn’t find a vivid in here. I kept running and didn’t care about the things that are fulfilling my mind. I hate this life. Hated by the cruel fact of life and destroyed my dreams. I want to gone and meet him.
I stopped a taxi which braked suddenly because of blocking in front of the saw. I enter and immediately sat down without saying a word sentence on the driver.

"where are we going, miss?" He asked to see me hesitate wearing a wedding dress but with a grim face.

" A beach." I said curtly.

The driver nodded his head a little hesitant, but then he immediately drove to where I wanted.
In the car I feel depressed. This feeling I wanted to get flare up. But, I could’t. Hold it just makes me want to die. I looked at the empty street in front of me. And I can feel you here, again.

I searched your shape stretch of road on the right and left. Occasionally, I looked back. Hope you appeared in front of me. But still nothing. I felt only a distant echo of your voice calling my name. Your voice is soft and tender cut of my heart.

My breath is choke. I felt something hard and my body wrapped around my neck to strangle. I hold back my tears. I call your name softly. I tried to stay with my strength. But in fact, the power I was expecting it to dry. I keep calling and cursing life in my heart.

I saw in the hazy intervals, the cold-coloured present
(The GazettE - chizuru "mourou no ... no ima")

The taxi stopped right on the beach that I wanted. I woke up and went back into the real world that I spent. I gave the money to the driver and must immediately exit from inside the taxi.

I step my foot slowy toward the beach. I still feel you are calling my name. My legs held up by something. I looked down but I couldn’t find anything. Suddenly, I was hard to move my legs.
I cried. I want to meet you. But what I hear only your voice sighed one wanted me to go away. Wouldn’t you love me? I always feel your presence makes me despair. I can’t live without you are standing besides me.

"Ruki ..."

I went back to shout your name which greeted by waves pounding the beach. I'm trying to strengthen my legs and back walking.

If I knew the colour of the sky, I'd be saved
(The GazettE - chizuru, "no ... no sora ni")

But actually, my soul in danger. Now, I'm losing my sight. I couldn’t imagine yourself again. Somehow I can only see a group of cranes flying into a crouch as if my hopes. My body was shivering with cold.

In my weakly body. I can walk again. Although only the steps that I dragged forcibly. I'm against the voice that cried out the more distant. Shouted my name to stay away and go back to my life which I think has ended. I closed my eyes and kept dragging my feet until I felt the urge of water that infiltrated the skin. I don’t dare to open my eyes. I felt the water pushed me more and wrapped my chest now.

I raised my right hand forward to reached you. I keep walking until I found the end of my life. Why I can’t feel you anymore? Why I can’t hear your voice softly away again? Where are you now? Where do you Want to leave me else? I want you to hug my body was cold.

Hold me as I break
(The GazettE - chizuru "kudakeru ... daite")

I dissolved in the world that I should not enter. I dissolve with a deep sense of love to you. I followed the ego and stupidity to follow you. Without I knowing that you never come to my side. You never talk to me. You never present in my loneliness.

You never come again since the night you left the letter at me. I never know where you're going to leave me. I just realized something. That you've left me far away and just left a message that until the last second didn’t I see the point.

My last memories were counting my sighs
I heard your voice,
The morning that I lost everything
"Two people won't become one"
(The GazettE - chizuru "toiki Futari wo ...")

Too late to realize everything. Realizing my body has been carried waves far away. Realizing that I've only lived in a dream that kill me ended.


~Owari~